Buying a Recovery House? Looking for Help

For the most part, I am not a practicing addict. My core addiction was "love" addiction, which I have been in recovery from for many years. I have also been caught up in fantasy and codependency addiction. I am not an alcoholic, a heroin addict or a sex addict and I am not sexually attracted to children. This gives me a strong base to work from to help some people in my community, if they are willing.

My uncle died last Spring and I inherited some money to live on for the next few years. I also have enough to buy an inexpensive house in one of the towns around here to be an addiction recovery house for people mostly in their twenties who have left cultic compounds around here five to seven years ago. I have contacted a realtor and picked out a house. I should find out by Monday if it is mostly a livable house. If it is I believe I will buy it, but I really need a couple of young people to step forward to help me set up the house and be my contact for the house and what will be going on in it.

I have been depressed for several days. I am very isolated, especially since Eddie and Jeremy have been removed from my telepathic consciousness. I relied on them for companionship. Many people have been connected to me telepathically this last month and a half, but the last couple of days have been quiet. I have to do a lot of house cleaning upstairs. I have gotten the go ahead from the Higher Power through the Yijing to adopt two kittens and two puppies once the upstairs is clean and ready for them. This will be a joy for me.

 

Message For Ed

Eddie, I'm with you. You have known me for 27 years through a telepathic connection through these young beings. I have a lot of faith, but limited understanding, but I am going to keep writing here about all the things that have helped me in my recovery from love addiction and the things I've learned about other addictions, especially alcoholism, codependency addiction, sex addiction. May what I write help you and anyone who reads some of the latest blogs. I'll be in touch here. 

A Longer Version of The Serenity Prayer

God, please grant me Patience with the changes that take time

An Appreciation of all that I have

Tolerance for those with different struggles

And the Strength to get up and try again one day at a time

Grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,

Courage to change the things I can

And the Wisdom to know the difference.

Sex and Love Addicts Anoymous Inspiration Telephone Lines

 There are two phone lines for Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous which I encourage all of you to listen to at least once a day or night. Sometimes Sex Addicts Anoymous also leave messages as long as they have one year of sobriety and have gone through the 12 Steps at least once and have a sponsor. Same for those from Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous. They are not call back lines, so don't leave your name and number. The point is to connect with a 12 Step group related to healing from Sex and Love addiction. So you listen. If you want to say something to the person who recorded the message, even just to say thank you or anything you want, you can leave a message for that person up to 3 to 5 minutes. The person will listen and then delete your message. There is absolutely no requirement to say anything. Sometimes in the beginning it is better to just listen and reflect.

The Inspiration Line, is changed nearly every day. The number is 215-574-2120.

The Inspirational Story Line is changed once a week, I think sometime on Sunay evening. The number is 215-574-2121. The share can last from 10 minutes to 25 mintues depending on who left the message.

Welcome

Hi Malcolm and Eddie! Sending you much love and support from Mother and Father through me to you. Please have faith and keep doing the work. I love you both very much. I respect you and believe in you. 

Small, peaceful, loving communities 

AA and Na groups in and around Hornell, New York

Alcoholics Anonymous Meetings Hornell New York

As of April 2026, there are several Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) meetings held in Hornell, NY, and the surrounding Steuben County area, with a consistent schedule of evening meetings, particularly at the Senior Center on Broadway Mall and the Episcopal Church on Center Street. 

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Weekly AA Meeting Schedule in Hornell, NY

Sunday - 7:00 PM: Sunday Solutions, Big Book Study (Downstairs, Presbyterian Church, 7 Church Street)

Monday - 7:00 PM: HOW, 12 & 12 Discussion (Upstairs, Episcopal Church, Center Street)

Tuesday - 7:00 PM: Together We Stand, Discussion/Step (Upstairs, Episcopal Church, Center Street)

Wednesday - 7:00 PM: Lost & Found Downtowners (Senior Center, Broadway Mall)

Thursday - 7:00 PM: New Beginnings, Open Discussion (Senior Center, Broadway Mall)

Friday - 7:00 PM: Doorway to Hope, Big Book Meeting (Upstairs, Episcopal Church, Center Street)

Saturday - 7:00 PM: Lost & Found Downtowners, Speaker/Discussion (Senior Center, Broadway Mall) 

Additional Meetings & Nearby

Tuesday - 6:00 PM: Pathway to Healing, 6017 Magee Rd, Hornell

Tuesday - 8:00 PM: Tuesday Night Candlelight, Larger Parish Church, Pratt Street, Canaseraga

Friday - 7:00 PM: Alfred 4 Sobriety, Beginner's Meeting, Union University Church, W University St, Alfred

Monthly Intergroup Meeting: 1st Wednesday of every month, 8:00 PM, Senior Center, Broadway Mall, Hornell 

AA Meeting In Alfred Alfred 4 Sobriety, open meeting, Fridays 7pm to 8pm, 29 N Main St, Alfred around the corner on Church Street opposite the church 716-351-4456

Narcotics Anonymous Meetings Hornell New York

These are the NA meetings I could find listed on the internet.  Unfortunately, three of the meeting listings do not have a day listed for a meeting. The Senior Citizen meeting at 7pm on Thursday is pretty much confirmed.  The noon meeting on Vienna Street has been confirmed, Thursday at noon. My suggestion is to go to either or both meetings and talk to people there to try and find out the days of the meetings at the other locations.

Hornell, Senior Citizen Center,  20 Broadway Mall, Thursday, 7pm

11:00 AM  Unity is our Strength Group. 546 West Main Street,

12:00 PM. Not Yet Group Vienna Street  13 Vienna Street  Thursday

12:00 PM  New Hope Group   32 East Main Street

12:00 PM  Free To Live   3297 Bailey Avenue

Andover, New York NA/AA 12 Step Group

Andover NA/AA 12 Step Group open group especially welcoming young people and teenagers. I strongly urge young people teenagers and people in their 20s who suffer from the diseases of alcoholism and heroin addiction,

Sundays 7pm to 8pm  Calvary Bible Church, 1063 S. Main Street

 

First Contact With God The Mother and Father Great Spirit

There is a necessity for everyone to keep a daily audio journal, at least for 15 minutes a day, and listening back, preferably right after you make the recording.  Use the voice memo app on your phone - no one can listen to the recordings unless he or she knows your phone code. You can also buy a small inexpensive digital voice recorder and use the stored memory on it or get a micro sd card with 8 to 32 gigabytes. I use a digital recorder that I rarely take out of the house. You can put a lock or passcode to protect your privacy.

Keeping your journal is beginning the spiritual practice of absolute honesty with yourself before youe Higher Power. Your honesty and vulnerability is your direct link to God. God can only communicate to you through that honesty and vulnerability, which is why you must dedicate yourselves to daily (and nightly if you can) practice.   

Because you're talking will be unplanned and free, God can inspire you to talk about things that you need to think about in order to heal your spirit and your bodies from addiction. This is why it is very important to quickly listen back to your recording to look for God's guidance and try to follow it. 

As addicts we are possessed by Extraterrestials who are children from other worlds in the universe whose homes and parents and families were destroyed by this addiction disease, they carried the disease here.

Whether you are a using or non-using addict you need natural healing medicine at least two times a day, more if you go into physical withdrawal. 

Healing Medicines and Practices:

Regardless of whether you are in withdrawal and reaching out to your Higher Power for direction and healing or caught in the cycle of addiction and despair, ALL of you must take at least 2 Tetrahydrocannabinol (THC) "gummies" each day. They should have at least 64 mg of indica THC. One in the morning and one at night or 12 hours apart. If your withdrawal symptoms become really uncomfortable, take another gummie any time that happens again. 

3 Chi THC Gummie Provider 

Monthly supplies for one person, adult or child, from the 3 Chi online store:

Buy 3 bags (20 gummies each) of "Comfortably Numb" THC Indica. There are two types. Get the stronger type with 64 mg THC. The less strong one has half the THC and will NOT be effective.

Cost: $39.99 per bag/ approximately $120 per month

Smoking additive free pipe tobacco (6 oz and 16 oz) in addition to 64 mg indica gummies or in addition to smoking 28 - 34 mg THC indica marijuana bud might be healthy for all of us. Marijuana is a lung protectant.

Pipes and Cigars online pipe tobacco suppliers

For one person I recommend one bag of Cherokee full strength red 16 ounces for about $14. It should last you for over a month. I also recommend that you buy cartons of filters tubes. I buy ZEN filter tubes, 250 tubes per carton, 5 cartons per order for $24 which should last you over a month. I buy them from Amazon. I have also bought a coffee bean kitchen grinder to grind the tobacco before sprinkling it into the cigarette tube. This makes it much easier to fill each tube. I have bought one made by a company called Wancle for $14.99 from Amazon.

Also, strong ground coffee, chocolate (Lindor/Lindt are great, especially an assorted bag, 15.2 ounces about $16.24 per bag from Wegmans or Amazon) and cranberry juice are all very healthy for you taken on a daily basis. Hot chocolate is also good for you.

Telepathic and Empathetic Extra Terrestrials Are Real

 It's time to come out of our delusion that we humans are alone in the universe, that there are no other intelligent beings other than us in the universe. Some people on this planet know that so called "aliens" exist, but it is not openly acknowledged throughout the world. The beings connected to this world are empathetic and telepathic and have been here a very long time. They have telepathically communicated with some of us.  They have been telepathically connected with me since my mid twenties. I am now sixty three. They have also connected humans telepathically to each other. 

I have been told the story of these beings telepathically by humans who have been telepathically connected to them since they were adolescents. This is the story:

There are many intelligent beings from different worlds all over the universe. The beings here that I am most familiar with, though there are several, are the "aliens" with large eyes that have been part of popular culture as well as these smaller blue beings that arrived here pretty soon after them on earth. These beings came from very far away. They each had a home world. A horrific disease that was unleashed from another universe came to their worlds and infected them. The disease was an addiction disease. The parents of these beings became so sick that they destroyed their own worlds and themselves, but some of the children survived but were imprisoned in a kind of hell for a very, very, very long time.  These children were empathic and telepathic and so the experience was absolute torture for them. 

After a long time the disease began to disintegrate and they escaped their hellish existence. These beings live a very long time compared to us. They were very young. The big eyed beings were female and about five years old. The blue beings were male and even younger, about two years old. The big eyed girls left and went searching for intelligent life on other planets. They found intelligent life on several different worlds but were carrying the disease and spread it and kept searching. They found earth and were very drawn to the intelligence and sexuality of the apes. They were not sexual themselves, but were empathetic and quickly became addicted to the apes sexuality. 

These young beings were technologically advanced and had powers despite their young age, but because they were infected with the addiction disease they were addicts and powerless over their addiction. The apes were also empathic and peaceful and healthy, but these young beings wanted them to be more sexual and aggressive. They altered the males by putting the hormone testosterone into them, which made them physically bigger, stronger, more sexual and more aggressive and they put the hormone estrogen into the females which made them more sexual. They did this with a lot of the life on this planet, especially some mammals.

They created an evolutionary path for the apes and the apes evolved into different directions particularly the Neanderthals and the Homo Sapiens. The Neanderthals were less aggressive and sexual and eventually they became extinct while the Homo Sapiens thrived. Because the Homo Sapien males were bigger, stronger, more sexual and more aggressive cultures became male dominated societies all over the planet with females being subjugated and exploited even to this day along with a whole history of violence and wars again to this day.

Because of these beings, so powerless over their addiction to us, we have become a planet of addicts. Of all the addictions out there, and there are many, the most damaging addiction is the addiction to sex. Sex addiction is all over the planet. The end result of sexual addiction is the combination of sex and violence. The ultimate target and victim of sexual addiction and violence are children. Sex with children, also called pedophilia, is running rampart throughout our world. The ultimate high for these addicted beings who have made us into addicts is for male sex addicts to have an orgasm while raping and then killing children and it happens more to little girls than little boys. This doesn't mean that women are free of this. They, too, are raping and severely abusing boys and girls.

There has been generational pedophilia all over the communities where I live. In addition to that there has been an incredibly widespread pedophilic sex cult that began in 1968 in Huntington Beach California originally called The Children Of God but now called The Family. They have many prison compounds around the world where the adults rape and abuse children, some of whom were born inside the compounds and have never been released.  The children are sexually abused from birth and soon become sex addicts themselves as well as alcoholics like the adults. There are many of these prison compounds all over the area that I live in.

The adults in these compounds are literally possessed by these beings. Just as these beings are powerless over their addiction, these adults are also powerless. A couple of thousand years ago some of these beings left and found a way back to God and they were healed. After they were healed of the addiction disease they returned to earth to help heal their brothers and sisters and us of our addiction disease. 

There was a critical turning point in the 1930s. A man by the name of Bill Wilson had a spiritual awakening, a blessing from the Higher Power. He was liberated from his addiction to alcohol and with help created the Twelve Steps of a new group called Alcoholics Anonymous. In about ninety years the Twelve Steps have been applied to every type of addiction out there and there are meetings in most countries all over the world. Entering into recovery from all of our addictions through the Twelve Steps and Twelve Step meetings and fellowship will be what heals our world and what leads the beings who are so powerless over their addictions to us into recovery too.

Help For Pedophiles Who Want To Go Into Recovery

It is my understanding that sex addiction including pedophilia is widespread in the United States and around the world. In my community there has been generational pedophilia in families. I have recently found out that there are cultic communities in this area, a cult formerly called Children Of God, a sex cult. I have been in touch with some people from these communities and they are suffering so much and want to go into addiction recovery through 12 Step groups. There are three excellent 12 Step groups to turn to for support:

Sex Addicts Anonymous 

Fellow Travelers  (a special group from SAA for Minor Attracted Persons (MAPS) There is a new book out by one of the groups members called A Map for MAPS that you can buy on Amazon.com or get as a Kindle e-book)

Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous

Sexaholics Anonymous 

These sites will link you up to all kinds of resources, especially 12 Step meetings, face to face, phone and zoom meetings. In their stores you can buy their main texts and stories, daily readers, audio downloads, meeting cds, booklets and pamphlets including new meeting starter packages to begin your own meetings.

I have an Apple iPhone and I use a great app called Alcoholics Anonymous Companion which has over 1,000 recorded meetings for all types of 12 Step groups including SAA, SLAA and SA. I am positive that you can find apps on whatever cell phone you have for recorded 12 meetings. It is really worth it to get one of those apps to listen to.

I found a great book called From Generation To Generation: Understanding Sexual Attraction To Children by a woman who had been molested by her father and wanted to understand him better and people like him who were pedophiles. Her name is Anne Stirling Hastings, PhD. The book came out in 1994. There aren't a lot of copies of it. I think there might be two left on Amazon used, but you might be able to find it at other used book sites. It is worth looking for.

Self Portrait At Sixty

 

Mother And Daughters